Orphan Justice Center Book Release: “Redemption” by Tiffany Larson

“The Orphan Justice Center’s new hardback children’s book “Redemption,” a true adoption story, has now been released. You can buy it for $25 and all proceeds will go to the Orphan Justice Center. Please, won’t you think about buying one as a Christmas gift? It’s a beautiful book about the adoption of Derek and Renee’ Loux’s three boys from Eastern Europe. It will move your heart and will help children to understand more about God’s heart for his priceless ones…the orphan. And please help spread the word! Thanks so much!Lulu has a sale right now 25% of any order! Use the coupon code: COUNTDOWN at checkout.” CLICK HERE TO ORDER!

As a family we are approaching the 2nd anniversary of Derek’s death, and the pain of his loss is more real than ever. I am so blessed that the message of Derek’s life is going out in this book in a way that will reach the next generation and capture their hearts with passion to love and care for the orphan. I have watched my beautiful sister Renee’ continue to walk out the passionate dream that she and Derek carried deep in their hearts. She has walked it out with grace and beauty leaning on her beloved Jesus for strength. Not giving up, not setting down the torch. I am so blessed by the way she has carried her heart. I know that nothing would bless her more than to see 1000’s of these children’s books under Christmas tree’s this year, touching the hearts of children and families across the world.

The book “Redemption” was inspired not only by Derek and Renee’s journey to Ukraine, but also by this post that Derek wrote while in Ukraine adopting their boys. I’ve shared it before, but I feel the need to share it again.

From Derek and Renee’s Blog
Friday, December 12, 2008

“Renee’ and I are sitting in the office of a telephone company in Novograd Valenski, Ukraine, using wireless internet. We are in the middle of adopting three special needs boys from an orphanage here. Two of the boys have Down Syndrome. Roman is high functioning, energetic and happy. Dimitri has serious mental retardation, failure to thrive, and though he is five years old, he is the size of a 1 year old. He has sores on his face, a distinct smell of death on him, and yells out if we try to do anything with him other than hold him. Because he has less ability to respond and learn, he naturally gets less attention and care from the orphanage workers in this world of limited resources. The harsh reality of the “survival of the fittest” principle is a life and death struggle that this little boy is losing fast. Our third boy Sasha, is a brilliant six year old who has Spina Bifida (the condition our son Josiah died from in 1996). He is like a learning sponge that can’t get enough! He is happy and alert and thirsty for knowledge and experience. So with two of our boys, we get an immediate return on any investment we make. With Dimitri, there’s not much immediate gratification. In fact, it’s unknown when and if there will be a return at all. This is the kind of situation that makes the carnal, fallen, human reasoning think, “Why try? What’s the point? What will this produce? What good will this do? Why not select a boy who has more potential? This looks like a lost cause.

Two days ago we drove for hours into the Ukrainian countryside to the village where Dimitri was born. We met with officials there and signed papers and answered their questions. We also went and saw Dimitri’s house. The day had been long, we were still recovering from jet lag, I was beginning to really miss my six daughters at home and all the familiar things our fragile human hearts entangle themselves with in feeble attempts to feel secure. Sitting in the dark on our very long drive back to Novograd that night, the Holy Spirit began to whisper to my heart, and new understanding about redemption began to take shape.

I was thinking, “Man, adopting this little boy has been so much work. This is exhausting, expensive, uncomfortable … and it doesn’t feel very rewarding right now.” What am I doing in some little Soviet car in the dark, in the middle of rural Ukraine in frozen December, as the driver dodges cats and potholes? What if Dimitri doesn’t improve at all? What if we get “nothing” out of this? … Ahhh, there it was; that dark, fallen, unreedemed, selfish human love, rooted in the tree of the knowledge of “good and evil”. The love the Greeks called “erao” love. The love where we treat someone as precious and treasured for what we can get out of it. This is unlike “agapeo” love, the God kind of love that treats someone as treasured and precious for their good, not for my good. It’s when I love a person in order to meet their needs, having no expectation of them meeting any of my needs. At a whole new level, God is working His kind of love into my weak heart, and He’s using little Dimitri to do it.

On the drive home that night, the Lord whispered in my ear, “This is Redemption. Derek, do you know how far I travelled to get you and bring you back? I had to be separated from my Son, in order to get you, just like you are separated from your children in order to get these boys. Do you know how expensive it was for Me to purchase you? It cost me everything. Do you know how broken, sick, damaged, twisted, dirty, smelly, and hopeless you were? And at the end of it all, you had nothing to give me or add to me. I did it for you. I emptied myself and became nothing so that you could have it all. This is redemption.

My friends, adoption is redemption. It’s costly, exhausting, expensive, and outrageous. Buying back lives costs so much. When God set out to redeem us, it killed Him. And when He redeems us, we can’t even really appreciate or comprehend it, just like Dimitri will never comprehend or fully appreciate what is about to happen to him … but … he will live in the fruit of it. As his Daddy, I will never expect him to understand all of this or even to thank me. I just want to watch him live in the benefits of my love and experience the joys of being an heir in my family. This is how our heavenly “Papa” feels towards us.

Today, settle your busy heart down and rest in the benefits of redemption. Enjoy the fruits of His goodness, and stop trying to “pay Him back”. You’ll never get close you goofy little kid.”


3 thoughts on “Orphan Justice Center Book Release: “Redemption” by Tiffany Larson

  1. We lost our beautiful, brilliant, biracial, adopted 22 yr old son to an accidental overdose just days after Derek died. We thank God that Zach knew Jesus, even though he had wandered far from His path. When we heard of Derek’s death from family who were going to One Thing, we grieved with you out of our own broken hearts.

    Thank you for being so honest by saying the pain of his loss is more real than ever. Many of our friends and family do not understand and want us to “get over” our loss, so they will feel better, I think. If I hear “We do not sorrow as those who have no hope,” once more, I think I’ll cry! It is true that we have hope, but it does not say we will not sorrow, either! God bless all of your family during this beautiful but now painful holiday season.

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